AND SO IT BEGINS...

My very own blogspot. Who knew that a computer and I would ever get along.. But so things change and I now have not only 5 email accounts, googleEarth, googletalk and facebook (which sucks in Canada because no one knows about it..) but a whole webpage to myself so that I can rant about things on my mind. I never thought I would start a blog because I find it way better talking to someone in person and getting feedback on my ideas but people are busy and I think of things mostly at bizarre hours of the day.. so I guess this works too.
What to talk about...? I guess moving to a new city is the biggest thing to happen since the summer... I love it- living on my own, meeting new people, being at a new school and city with so many things to do and see.. But I don't think I adapt to change very well... I get stuck with "How things were..." There seems to be a part of me that always resists change even though it is inevitable and usually for the better. Like going to university was hard because I was so used to the routine life of high school.. Seeing the same people everyday, eating lunch at the same place in the caf, same school work, same drama... so in university I clung to those I knew well and probably lost some potentially awesome friends because I was afraid that if I made new friends, I would lose old ones. Childish sounding I know, but actually that happened. And now in Toronto, I don't want my close friendships back home to change from what they were. But despite how much I call and email I know it won't make things the same as if I were back home.. and it makes me so upset! I guess it's because I value relationships with other people so much and when you finally get to a good point it's a biotch to have it change so fast...
But it's just one of those things in life that you can't control and it's bound to happen. I figure either learn and make the most of it.. or lose out because you're stuck in the past.